Thursday, August 11, 2005

4:35PM - Double-you-tee-eff?

*I apologize in advance for the length of this post. I haven't updated in a while.
*God, I haven't had time to update in forever. So, update with what's going on un my life right now....God, I have been SO effing busy lately. They finally changed my schedule...it took two fucking weeks but they finally did. I am in ADVANCED Chemistry........WHAT....THE....FUCK? That class and I are not going to get along.
*I bought my ticket for Voodoo Music Festival last night....fuck yeah. So it's official. My mom just spent like $76 dollars on that bitch...I don't think she'd back out of it now. Now, for transportation we are thinking of flying there and renting a car...my mom has to check out prices but that looks like what we're gonna end up doing. I'm so effing excited....I get to fucking so HIM....one of the greatest bands ever. Aan I get to see HIM with two of my best friends...I am so fucking excited! Okay...so anyway.
*I wish I knew how to speak Japanese.
*I am playing Columbia at Rocky Horror Audience Participation tomorrow (Friday)....you should really come if you weren't already invited or if you aren't already doing something. I'm inviting you NOW...it's at midnight at the LeFont Theater in Little 5 Points. Mapquest it...that'll get you there. Like anyone is gonna come but whatever. I played Columbia last Friday also. This coming Friday will be my third playing this part...the first time was an by default. Let me tell you what happened. Hokay...Sarah and Stephanie and Mer and I were at Rocky Horror and we were just gonna watch the show and what not. (At THIS point EVERYONE had been asking me when I was gonna join the cast b/c I am like ALWAYS there yelling at the top of my lungs) So, what happened was, their Columbia (Tory) didn't show up. So Java comes to up to me. I'm just sitting there chilling with my friends and Java is like "Tory didn't show up and we don't have a Columbia. Do you wanna play it?" I was thinking, "Holy Shit." So, I go backstage and I am scrambling around trying to get ready and Java asked me if I had black underwear on, for the floor-show or whatever and I just look at him and go..."I DON'T wear underwear." And he was just like...."Ok." And then he has to scramble around looking for me some underwear. It was really weird. But I think I did really good that night...I didn't expect to do half as good as I THINK I did. I can't wait until tomorrow. It's going to be so much fun! Anyway...I g2g call my sister and see if she's gonna come over and help me do my hair. ttyl. *~Laura~*

Current mood: What is this mood ike?

Current music: Ig Kill - Turt Peen

Saturday, July 30, 2005

Thursday, July 28, 2005

4:24PM - Why am I always stuck in the middle?

*Why do all my friends hate each other? My three best friends hate each other....I guess it is more of a one sided, more of a "dislike" than a hate...but none the less...there are strong feelings of dislike going on between them. I value all of their opinions VERY highly and it is hard to get them in the same room without someone getting offended or verbally abused. Elizabeth, she is highly intelligent and I'm not hating...but she is so much smarter than Stephanie and Sarah and I. Stephanie and Sarah, they accept me for who I am...the fat girl who hides behind her veil of a boisterous personality. I feel welcomed by them because I don't have to hide anything from them. The know I'm bi and they know all the bad habits I have...they don't hold that against me. But when I'm around Elizabeth...I feel like I have to hide things and be someone I am not. I am not necessarily trying to "impress" her...as much as I am trying not to offend her I guess. It is hard to explain. I just feel like...with Elizabeth I can't totally be me and not have to pretend to be something else. I don't know....I haven't slept in 2 days....this is just the exhaustion talking for me...but I feel really depressed right now. I am chatting with Elizabeth on MSN and I feel really bad for some reason. I think another reason that I feel more comfortable around Sarah and Stephanie is because they are more on my intelligence level. I have been told I was smart and always did really good in school and stuff...when I applied myself. But I guess I am a little intimidated by anyone who is smarter than me...i.e. Elizabeth. I feel like I am so much less important when I'm around her. Again...this is just the tiredness talking for me. I feel the need for a good cry right now. That's would make me feel better. Sometimes that's all you need to do to make you feel better...cry. Okay...well, I have open house at 5:30pm and it's 4:51 right now and my mom isn't home yet....hmmm. Odd. SHe should hurry up...god, I'm not looking forward to this Open House. I feel like my emotions right now are going to get the best of me at some point during it and I am going to make a scene. I suppose I'll tell you what happens when I get back...ttyl. *~Laura~*

Current mood: god I'm SO tired

Wednesday, July 20, 2005

7:17AM

GOD DAMMIT. I just hit the god damned back button and it just erased EVERYTHING that I had just typed. Yep...I'm gonna puke now...brb. God, I spent the night at Sarah's house last night...or whatever. I am still awake from yesterday. Jesus. We have been up ALL night long and we have done some Bam Margera shit tonight. We went skinny dipping and stayed up all night on LimeWire downloading random songs that had NOTHING to do with anything. I spat myself. Dear god. And it's 7:30 in the morning and we've just had beer....we made the poor decision to drink beer. The worst kind of beer manufactured....211. Jesus, that shit sucks. Her step bother was in the shower and we decided to get two beers out of the fridge and chug them. Well, we opened them and took one sip and that was unfortunate. I about puked. And I couldn't chug it...I had to drink it in moderately sized gulps...which was NOT nice. And it was TOO cold to chug anyway. Lethargic. Whatever THAT means. So, back to my beer story. Sarah decides to mix hers with Sierra Mist...however you spell that. And it tasted BAD...she liked it but it was not that pleasing to me. So, her step-bad was in the shower and we were almost done with our 'drinks' and we heard him turned the water off. So we had to finNish them really quickly and it was bad. The taste was like whoa in a bag on your nip. And did I tell you that we went SKINNY DIPPING at 2:00am? Well, WE DID. And it was freedom. I felt nakey. I haven't never felt that free and airy before. Burnt pop. Is that like DIRTY POP? Question mark???? Ok...so, we were skinny dipping...or should I say, FAT dipping? What is this fly? And that was the first time I have ever gone skinny dipping. Oh, I said that already. Stephie, you should have been here. It was fun. I don't think you would have gotten in the pool with us but you could watch ourselves make asses of ourselves. I'm gonna leave that. Blah blah blah...Bam Margera...*jumps in the pool*.

Current mood: 211 is BAD.Drink somethingELSE

Current music: Fuck the World - Turbonegro...That MOOD icon is unforch...

Saturday, July 16, 2005

8:25PM - Charlie and the Chocolate Factory...in IMAX.....O_O!!!!!!

*I got back from seeing Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with Elizabeth and her parents not too long ago. OMG.....it was one of the single most amazing things I have ever seen in my life. The opening credits came on and Elizabeth and I just both scooted to the edge of our seats. I have never seen anything like that before....I wish I could see a lot of movies in IMAX...it makes things so much better and cooler looking. I LOVE TIM BURTON MOVIES SO EFFING MUCH! He is a genius. Every aspect about C.a.t.C.F. was amazing..the cinematography, the LIGHTING was fucking amazing!!!!, the camera angles, the actors...it was just like the effing book. I am so glad they decided to re-make this movie...they did the book SO much justice. If you haven't seen it then you suck a peen. Go see it you lazy bum...and go see it in IMAX....you WON'T regret it!
*Me and Stephanie and Sarah went to Rocky Horror last night...OMFG....I got so effing lucky! There is this guy that we see a lot when we go and Steph calls hims her 'boyfriend'. He was playing Rocky last night and during the "Rose Tint My World" scene I was singing along and he was dancing in front of me...b/c that's where his character was supposed to stand and he kept looking at me and he was all singing to me and stuff. He is nice...:). He is real skinny and he has big blue eyes and curly light brown hair. He is so cute! And Stephie was so jealous when he did that. (Sorry Stephie!) But hey, it's not like I asked for him to do that. Oh, and some other fun things that happened last night, Tom, the guy who I've had a crush on since the first time I went to Rocky Horror, asked me to dance with him last night. He was crouching beside me before the scene where you get up and dance and I didn't know and I turned around and saw him and he scared the bejesus out of me. But then he started talking to me and he said something that would make you feel sorry for someone and so I put my hand on his shoulder. And he asked, "Are you flirting?" And I couldn't lie, so I told him yes and then I said, "I'm sorry, I can't help it." And he said, "You should be sorry." And then it was time to get up and dance and he had tapped me on the arm and motioned for me to get up and then he went and stood with his arms held out like he wanted to dance. I was SO fucking happy...you don't even know. So we danced and he was like, "You come like every week. When are you gonna join the cast?" And I told him that my mom wouldn't let me because she thought the people up there were "sketchy" and Tom made a big deal about being called "sketchy" and he said that he'd never been called that before. And then he started talking about something, I don't even know where he got this, (I think he just pulled it out of his ass), he was talking about something like, 'Being a virgin is fine until you do have sex for the first time and then you can't get any for 6 years.' And then he started telling me some story that he said was long and complicated and he said he would finish telling me some other time. And then he told me this story about this guy that was like 13 inches tall and how he got some booty and then he was talking about, 'If he can get some, I can get some.' Or something like that. I don't remember...I was so in shock about just dancing with him that I don't really remember the details of our conversation...I just remember what we talked about. And another VERY GOOD thing that happened to me last night was, Java showed up after the performance was over and everyone was standing outside chit-chatting and what not and so I said hi to him and he went off and talked for a few minutes and I walked over to him to tell him we were leaving. I put my hand on his back and said, "Bye Java." And he, just out of NOWHERE, puts his arm around me, dips me back (like in the old movies when the guy "sweeps the girl off her feet") and gives me a kiss! WTF!? I felt a little bit of tongue and I think he may have sucked on my bottom lip some....OMFG, it was so nice. (Sorry Stephie and Sarah! You still love me, right? Hey, remember what that guy said...when you join the cast you get invited to parties and there is alcohol there...Hot people+US+alcohol=sex. It wouldn't be that hard to make out with Java when he was drunk! I'm just saying.) Anyway...god I love Java...he's so amazing!
*You know, I have had so many good things happen to me in the past 24 hours but I can't help but feel depressed. I mean, I noticed that after I saw C.a.t.C.F. and got out of the theater...I just felt depressed and sad and empty...I don't know why. I don't have any reason to feel those emotions. Maybe it's just because I'm tired...I didn't get much sleep last night. I got hom at 5:00 and I didn't get to sleep till late in the hour of 6am and then I woke up early to go to Elizabeth's house to see the movie with her...I don't know...I guess that's it. I ALWAYS feel depressed when I don't get enough sleep. So, I'll go do that tonight...since Elizabeth is spending the night with me tomorrow night. I don't want to be a tired bitch when she comes over. So, I'll talk to you later. I love you Stepanie and Sarah! *~Frenchie~*

Current mood: blah...

Current music: Rolly Teranishi - Deep Breath

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

12:42AM - IGNORANCE all around me

*I get so tired of logging into MSN messenger and all these people have added me and I get like thirty chat windows that open up that ALL say: "Hey, wanna cyber?" No I don't want to fuckin cyber with you. I don't even know who the hell you are. I join somewhere like StudentCenter or Hi5 and all these niggers (no offence to my black peeps) see my picture and see that I don't look hideous and are so horny that the add my e-mail not knowing what kind of person I am and are so desperate that they are online 24 hours a day logged into messenger waiting for SOMEONE it doesn't matter who it is to log on and then they'll ask if that person wants to cyber in hopes of fulfulling their stupid little pathetic fantasies since they are too desperate to try and get a real girlfriend and have to jack off to someone on the other end of the message which could be god knows who which is some 45 year old balding petafile who likes boys. Alright.....that was NOT necssary. But I needed to vent and had nowhere else to do it. I know half of that is just run together and doesn't make sence but whatever, you know. Live Journal will listen to you when no one else will.
*I guess that's all for now. I needed to vent. And now I have done so, and now I will leave. I may write more later...maybe not. It depends. *~Frenchie~*

Current mood: I don't want to cyber with you

Current music: Rolly Teranishi - Deep Breath

Thursday, July 7, 2005

11:12PM

*GOD DAMN SHIT....okay, so on the 15th of this month, something amazing happens! Fucking Charlie and the Chocolate Factory comes out! God damn ass fuck shit. I have watched some stuff online, you know like little clips and shit and I can't wait to see it! I think that Tim Burton and Johnny Depp FINALLY got it right. Not to say that the first movie adaptation wasn't good in it's OWN way, but I watched some clips from the movie and I've seen the trailers and Elizabeth and I are going to see it in IMAX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!SHITSHITSHITSHITFUCKINGSHIT. Okay, so that's basically all I had to say. I haven't updated in a minute so I thought I would with this exciting news. Okay, so, damn. Byee. *~Laura~*
PS- the song that I am listening to right now is like.......O_O......ORGASM. OMFG ON A STICK. God damn I love this guy's....fuck it,.....I just love this GUY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!FUCKINGSHIT
PPS-what the fuck is this word????? FECUND.....what the fucking hell in a handbag??????????????????????*orgasm*

Current mood: and tired as a nig!

Current music: Rolly - Deep Breath

Thursday, June 30, 2005

7:18PM

*Okay, so first entry in my new journal. I suppose I'll update my old one from time to time but I created this journal as a "thing" that me, Stephanie, and Sarah have. We all created a "Viva_La_"something account. Mine is Viva_La_Ville...Stephanie's is Viva_La_Him...and Sarah's is Viva_La_Walo. I think that's right. Me and Sarah and Stephanie have been spending a lot of time together this summer. Who would've thought? Just knowing us, you wouldn't think our personalities would work well together. Total change of the subject...I have Sydney's number now...but I am nervous about calling him. I don't know why...I'm usually not nervous about calling guys but I am about him. You know, our relationship is kinda pointless though, seeing as how we got together on the day before the last day of school and we haven't had any contact AT ALL this summer. But Nichole has his number at her house up in Tacoa and she said that she would give it to me when she gets back home. I told her to call her mom and get it from her but I don't think she will. I'll ask her again. God I miss him, well I do but I don't. I feel kinda bad though because I've cheated on him a couple of times. It hasn't been with guys though. I have only ever done anything with girls...Garrett's parties. I don't know...is that TECHNICALLY cheating if it's with a girl? I guess it is because you're in a relationship and you are going outside of that relationship and doing something with someone else...even if it IS with a girl. Who knows? I am so lame...oh, that was my other journal but in there I was writing about how I think I'm leaning more towards girls these days...if you really care to know what I wrote THAT bad then you can go read it...Im_Haggard.
*God I love hanging out with Stephanie and Sarah. We went to this guy's house the other night. His name was Phillip I believe. We went after I got back from the Gay Pride Festival. Stephanie had called me earlier and asked if I wanted to go hang out at some guy's house earlier. So it was like 9:30 at night and we went to this guy's house and hung out for like 45 minutes and then we all had to go home to make curfew. But, to buy us a little more time me an Stephanie called our mom's and told them that we went to Billiard's and ordered food and that it wasn't there yet. I feel so bad for lying to my mom...it wasn't even worth it. I did have fun at the Gay Pride Festival though. I have been talking to Amber some lately and me and her have already made a date to go together as "girlfriends" next year when it comes. lol. I like Amber a lot. I don't know what it is about her. Especially in Romeo and Juliet...in that outfit she was wearin. She has a kick ass body. She's got nice big boobs, a skinny stomach, and an ass to die for. God, she's hot. And she's bi...good for me...*winkwink* Since, you know, Garrett's party...back bedroom. I'm just sayin. Ah, goodtimes, goodtimes.
*I'm so glad that Elizabeth knows I'm bi now. Now everybody in my life knows and I don't have to be ashamed of it. I was so scared about her finding out because she is homophobic. But that lifted a HUGE weight off my shoulders to know that she knew. I think she found out through my entries in my old journal. And when I took her to rocky Horror that one time...Tory was there. OMG...Tory is the hottest bitch ever. SERIOUSLY. No joke. She has a body like Amber's but she's thicker...which is a good thing in her case. I like thick girls. I think it looks better than those little skinny things. But, yeah me and Elizabeth went to Rocky Horror and Tory came out in that bra and underwear and I swear to god I about had an orgasm. Not even kidding. And after we got back from Rocky Horror, Elizabeth was talking to me about it and she said that she could tell that I liked her by the expression on my face. Anyway...I gotta go. I was updating at my friend's house and I was waiting for her to get out of the shower. And now she is, so she's ready to go down to my house. So, I might write more later. *~Frenchie~*

Current mood: tired

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